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Yesterday at school I had a retreat. Therefore, it was a half day. I got home and slept. My asshole brother took my money so I wasn't sure if I would make the train. So, my mother, angry at my brother as well, just met me in the city and gave me money. I took the train with the Laura and the rest of them we met down in the city. We met Elina, Dave, Max, Sean, Jeff, and Brandon in Suburban station. We then, proceeded to Marathon on the square. Where we noticed how different Sean and Max are. It was quite funny. We ate until we couldn't eat anymore. Elina payed for all of us! Thank you darling! It was very good.
We started to walk to the show. It was mucho cold, so at one point I had Dave's and Brandon's jackets on, but I gave them back because they were wearing only t-shirts and I felt realllly bad. We got a little lost, but we managed to get there. We thought we were about an hour late, but in fact we were right on time. We got in there and put all of our stuff away. Then, we stood and waited until the slackers came on. All of us went to the front except for Sean and Laura, they stayed in the back. After a while, they came in and danced. I skanked basically the whole show and danced. At one point, there was a skanking conga line which was soooooo much fun. They also did this thing where only one person was in the pit and they just danced I wasn't going to do it, but sean pushed me in and I just started skanking. It was sooo much fun. All they do at ska shows is dance and have fun and let loose. I have never been to a ska show like this ever before. After I got out of the skanking pit I started talking to this kid with dreadlocks. He was sooo adorable. So then I left him and went to go get my stuff and everyone went outside and I stopped to buy a cd and me and the dreadlock kid were talking. I saw Brandon waiting for me at the door, so I was like I have to go catch my train and ran out. :( I'm reallllly mad at myself. I hope he's one of those people that I meet and I keep seeing them a lot of times after that. Oh and I saw the one kid from the ska show that never happened. haha. I thought he looked familiar and then he said something to me and I was like oooohhhhh yeah! I know who you are! haha. But then we got back to the train station. Me and Laura didn't know there was a train at 10:45, but we made that by 4 minutes. So, we quickly said our goodbyes and left. The whole train ride, Laura and I were talking about how we live for nights like those. We're teenagers and this is how we have fun. We don't need jobs and we shouldn't have any worries. Laura, congrats on quitting. I think you're doing the right thing. Welcome back to being a teenager! I love all of you and heres to many more nights like last night!
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[09 Jan 2005|10:44pm] |
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Yesterday was muchos of fun. haha. Well, I finished my chem lab exam, which is due on Tuesday. I finally got a shower and I was clean! I watched Donnie Darko and a few episodes of Family Guy and then ventured with my mother to the Dupont Hospital For Children, which is in Delaware. I saw my baby cousin Kathryn. She is 2 years old. So her and I just ran around the hospital. It was really weird.
After that, I drove back to good ol' Pennsylvania and met up with Elina and Dave. Well before that, my mother told me to get of the wrong exit for South Street. So I had to drive all the way down Delaware Ave. to Christian St. and turned. Then I had to turn onto Front St. So I went down front and then, I had to get to Second and Second is a one way street, which my mother obviously didn't know. I just stopped at third and South and got out of the car and started walking. haha. She only thought it was one street over, but its a few. Then, I met up with Dave and Elina. Elina got her hair cut and dyed and it looks mighty swell. Anyway, we proceeded to go sit on a bench in the cold and find something to do. We did not find anything so we went to the South st Diner Elina and I laughed at everything and Dave just sat there. I aparentlly eat mozzarella sticks weird. I don't know. We left there after talking of numerous things and walked down South St. We stopped in the hat store where I tried on a tye-dye hat that said "Whirled Peas" haha very much Laura! You should have been there Laura, but you were stupid and you work! We ventured into many other stores where I found a real leopard print coat. I also found a pretty scarf and I couldn't buy them. We were going to go ice skating, but that plan failed when we went out to eat. I have finally found people to go with me to the Unseen. Dave and Elina and me...maybe Brandon are going. It's at the First Unitarian Church. I'm excited. None More Black is playing too. Dave didn't get to show me his leather jacket he was going to buy because Retrospect closed. We ventured to the train station in the cold where a Jersian was lost and we guided her to the light. Then, we waited in the station a while and talked. I tested Elina and Dave on their Einstein knowledge. haha. Then, I had to leave and get on my train so I waved them goodbye from across the platform and then went in and sat down. After a few stops, some lady got on and sat next to me. She started talking to me. She smelled badly of alcohol and body odor. Then, I got off and my mother greeted me in her car and I went home.
I drank coffee about an hour ago and now I can't fall asleep. grrrrr!
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| If you'd have been there, if you'd have seen it, I bet you would have done the same..... |
[30 Dec 2004|06:41pm] |
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How about a round of applause for my sucky friends! yaaaaaaaaay. Thanks to them I am stuck home when I should be at a concert right now. I cannot go to the concert because some people that shall remain nameless FUCKING BAILED ON ME!
ahhhhhhh I'm so angry right now. I skipped a day in New York with my mother to have my friends not go with me to a concert! This is mucho exciting. I am big on trust in friendships and guess who I don't even trust anymore!?!?! MY FRIENDS! wow I should have seen this coming.
I still have 2 projects to do. I finished half of one and then I just have to do the other. New Years Eve is tomorrow and I have nothing to do. I think I might just go ice skating with my mother like old times. Well, I must go. I have to finish cleaning my room. goodbye.
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[14 Nov 2004|12:00am] |
yeah, went to the mall today. Oxford valley. yeah. got free lemonade because Dave humps guys. I couldn't find a dress for formal >:0. I'm picky with dresses.
I was looking back in my friends' entries. I came upon one of my old friends' entries. We don't talk anymore, but i still have her added. we got into an arguement this summer, I think right before I went overseas. we haven't talked since. Well, she updated and said happy birthday to me on my birthday. So, i'm sorry I didn't read earlier, but thank you. That meant a lot.
My phones broken!!!!grrrrr. alright it's cold. I need a blanket. I'm too lazy to get one. Anway, I'm going to go since I have nothing else to say.
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| I've got nothing to hide, I'll say it to your face..... |
[31 Oct 2004|12:22pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIDGET!!!!!!!
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
I went to the mall yesterday to pick up the rest of my costume. Guess who I saw!?! RAE! It's been forever since I have seen her and she's still wayo taller than me :( I most likely see her next weekend since I'm crashing Candice's house.
Anyway, tonight I'm going trick-or-treating with Laura and everyone. oh yeahhhhh. goodbye.
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[01 Sep 2004|12:46pm] |
fucking assholes. yeah. Well, right now I'm in a bad mood. I have never been hated so much in my life. I HAVE NEVER hated anyone if my life. Yeah now it's a trend to hate me. Nothing affected me until now. I don't like being hated. It's a horrible feeling. Yeah, I know I'm just gonna go back to not caring in an hour, but right now I just feel like everyone hates me. Actually it's kinda just like 4 people, but that's the most people that have hated me in my whole life. I mean it's not like I like them or anything it's just that they have no reason to hate me. jhsuify4389ojthewuihjgdsuk fucking psycho bitches. There you go. Now you can be mad at me because I called you all psycho bitches! Return to your childish games and continue to hate me! /end caring
My birthday is coming up on Monday. yay. Atleast I'm not going to be in school. Anyway, Flogging Molly is coming up soon. I can't remember the actual date, but I have to get the tickets soon. Then, for Lindsay's birthday she is taking us to see SF. Then, in October is Anti-Flag and in November is the Casualties.
School starts Sept. 7th. I have my french project done. All I need to do is finish my book for English. No one ever read a book called "Emma." It is the worst book I have ever read and I have read a lot of books. You might have seen the movie. I didn't see the movie. I'm like halfway through the book. I need to read like 200 more pages.
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| Wherever I am you'll always be more than just a memory. If I ever leave this world alive. |
[24 Aug 2004|11:52am] |
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Tonight me and Caitlin went to Best Buy and then to the movies. I got Flogging Molly and Anti-Flag. We saw without a paddle at the movies. it was funny. There was this one joke about Creed. They were going through the woods and they heard music and the one guy says "Man, I have never been so happy to hear Creed." Me and Caitlin thought that was so funny. We were the only ones that laughed. I thought it was hilarious! Anyway, just for the record I'm not obsessed with Seth Green. well, maybe just a little bit.
I don't really have much to say. I might have to go to the shore this weekend. It all depends if I have a concert this weekend. I can't remember when H20 was. I think it's this weekend. I REALLY want to go.
Well, I'm gonna go now. goodbye.
Oh and this song is going to be played at my funeral. it WILL be played or I will have to come back and haunt someone.
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[20 Aug 2004|02:40pm] |
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Well summer is ending soon. Just like everyone else, I really don't want to go back to school. I haven't finished reading my book or the project I had to do for French.
I'm kind of bored at the moment. I don't know if I'm going out tonight or not. If I stay home then I will be by myself because my brother is at the shore and my mother is going to an Eagles game. It's not really a game...it's kind of like a pre-season game thingy. I don't know.
I can't wait to get my schedule. I hope they didn't fuck it up this year. I don't really care what I get actually. As long as it's not too bad.
My mom said I could re-do my room and the basement. The basement was originally supposed to be a game room, but it's very ugly so no one goes down there. I mean it's got a lot of games and stuff, but all the walls are white and the rug is white. Even the couch is white, but it has flowers on it. I mean the room looks like a hospital waiting room. Anyway, I'm gonna change it around so people will actually go done there. Then, my room is pink. I hate the color pink. It's been pink since I was 8. That's like 8 years ago. Well, my mom finally agreed it's time for change. I have decided that 2 walls are going to be red and the other 2 walls will be white and then the ceiling will be black. I'm going to put stars and stuff on my ceiling. Then, I'm going to put up some shelves so I actually have places to put my stuff. I'm going to take down all my posters and the little name checker board thing that I have on my wall. I also need to organize my room A LOT more. It's very messy.
Well, I have to go finish my book. goodbye.
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[13 Apr 2004|04:33pm] |
Im going back to school tomorrow. I really dont want to. I hate my school. Not only because its school and its boring but because I have no friends that go to my school. All of my friends go to other schools. It sucks because I have to spend pretty much everyday alone.
Everything is going well I guess. Except for a few of my friends. They are bickering over something stupid. Its another one of those things where its blown way out of proportion. My mother and brother are also having an arguement. See, my mother got me and my brother credit cards about 5 months ago. She lost mine. But I didnt really use it anyway so it didnt matter. Well my brother kept buying these expensive things. For Valentines day he bought this huge bouquet of flowers that cost about $100 and sent it to my mother. Well she pays for everything that goes on the credit card. So pretty much she just sent herself flowers. He just doesnt understand the meaning of money yet. Well he just bought this $300 piece of equipment for his truck. Something that he DOES NOT need but thought it would look cool. So my mom cut up his credit card and everything. Now he doesnt have money for gas or anything. So *gasp* my brother is actually gonna get a job. So yea their fighting.
Me? Im fine. I feel normal. Not really mad at anyone at the moment. Im just a wallflower right now. Just watching what goes on around me.
Im gonna go and see if I can finish my East of Eden project. bye.
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[06 Apr 2004|09:51pm] |
hello everyone. It looks like Im back. With really nothing to say. My computer crashed. I lost all my pictures, essays, stories, poems, everything. Well except my beautiful icons. I saved those on a disc right before the computer crashed. We got a new computer. So you will be hearing from me more.
Nothing has been going on lately. I got strep throat about a week ago. About 2 weeks ago I met Thrice. I've been busy with play practice lately. Haven't seen much of anybody. I really miss a lot of my friends. And my computer just started playing music out of nowhere. Probably one of those pop-up ads that have music.
My mom is in Chicago and Im staying with my uncle. He sucks. He is really old and he has tunnel vision. So he cant see things to the side of him. He is very strict. He can be nice but he is really annoying and his breath smells. He is one of those people that have to stand close to you to talk to you too. But Im a toerant person. So I just have to be really nice and count down the day until he leaves. Which I think is Thursday.
Im going to the shore for easter. So if anyone lives near the Jersey shore...please come save me. I really dont like it down there. Its very beachy and theres nothing to do. I hate the beach. I hate the sand. The sun makes me look like a Tomato. The boardwalk gets boring after one day. I think you get the idea. MOst of the time its me and Renee playing Tetris. Since itrs easter I think I have to go to church. I get to have an easter egg hunt! whee. I get prizes. fun fun. I think the pizes are going to be cds this year.
Tomorrow is my last day of school and then I dont go back until next Thursday...I think.
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[05 Mar 2004|08:12pm] |
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Wow. Today is finally Friday. Well Im at home. I was tired so I stayed home. That and I hate the mall. and Taylor wasnt allowed out :(. Looks like I will be going to ticketmaster soon if I dont get to the Troc. I dont think I have anything to do tomorrow. So I might go up tomorrow. I NEED to get to the Troc. It is waayyyyyyyyyyy important to me.
I have homework to do this weekend but I just dont feel like doing anything. I have been listening to music and playing my drums. I have listened to some cds I havent listened to in a while. And I learned a few more things on my drums.
Also, on Tuesday I went out and bought 'School of Rock' If I havent said it before, THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES I HAVE SEEN! I love it. And I own it! I will probably watch it tonight because I dont have anything else to do. I will end up watching it a million times.
Or I might bake something. I dont know. I like baking. I have noticed that I bake things when Im nervous or bored. I dont know. Im weird normal.
So instead of me rambling on. I will stop.
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[22 Feb 2004|12:15pm] |
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I haven't updated here in a while. Nothing really to update about. Me, Lindsay and Caitlin are planning an un-birthday party. You know like in Alice in Wonderland. I don't know. Its something to do. Bensalem is really boring. I might try to get them to go to South Street next weekend. I really miss South Street a lot. I don't know.
My mom started talking about getting a dog this weekend. Now she's saying she isnt ready for another one. Well I guess she doesnt really care about what the other people in the house want. She hardly ever does. I know what shes going to do. She will wait until Summer when Im never going to be home and get the ugliest, most annoying dog in the world. Thats just my mom to do something like that.
OH we also went through course selection this past week. 3 of my teachers decided that I have the potential to be in higher classes. I got put into 3 junior classes next year while I will be a sophomore. Well my mom doesn't think I can do it. She thinks I should drop the classes. I fucking hate it when she doesn't believe in me. It makes me so fucking mad. Does she not think Im smart? Does she not think I can be successful? I just shouldn't care anymore. Cause I think what my teachers think I am capable of is more than what my mom thinks Im capable of. I mean I probablt see my teachers more than I do my mom. She is still going to Chicago every other week. And she thinks she knows me so well.
I think thats about it for now. I have homework to finish and lots of things to do.
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snow day yet again. Well it looks like it has turned into a 2 day week. I dont mind. I just wish I had a car and my liscense to actually do something. Since I live in the suburbs nothing is in walking distance and we have no public transportation. We went bowling the other day....that was quite an interesting scene. It was me, Chris, Lindsay, Elina and Dave. I ended up with the high score of 75. haha I suck. Then we went to the arcade and played DDR. Which might I add.....I suck at that too. Dave was really good at it. He must practice that on his free time....haha. Anyway...Im not looking forward to going to school tomorrow. Its spirit week so we are not supposed to wear our uniforms. We have a theme everyday. Tomorrow is Pajama Thursday. Since it is an All-girls school...they can do that. I actually dont mind. I will just roll out of bed and leave for school. Saves me the trouble of trying to find my full uniform. a clean one too. I really dont update as much as I used to. Thats because I have been so busy lately and all my friends move to Greatestjournal so I have a journal over there that I write in all the time. I guess I could just copy and paste the entries....I dont know. I have to go now. Bye.
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[26 Jan 2004|10:09am] |
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SNOW DAY!!! Im happy. I love the snow lots and lots. I should take my camera outside and take a bunch of pictures. This will be fun. I think my friends want to have a snowball fight. I dont know. We shall see what happens. I think I have homework to finish.
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| I live a life I never chose.... |
[14 Jan 2004|12:18pm] |
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I just bombed my Religion and geometry exams. I think I might be getting kicked out of school soon. Im happy that Im finally getting out of there but Im upset because now I feel that I failed at something. I dont know what it is with me. I cant fail at anything. I try so hard because I dont want to be known as a failure. I dont know whats been going on with me lately but it seems that thats all I have been. A failure. It has always bothered me. Part of the reason I dont try new things is Im paranoid I will fail at it. Thats why Im probably going to end up going to college. Work my ass off. And become one of those people that their life surrounds work. They have no friends. Its all just work work work. The thing is....I dont want to be that. Its just not me and not what I WANT!
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[13 Jan 2004|06:25pm] |
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I always forget to update in here. I always write in my GJ but never here. Its just I have been so busy with school. I have exams this week. I already took 5 of them. I have 4 left to go. One is religion which Im going to bomb.
I dont know what to say because other than school there is nothing else going on in my life. I have Elinas birthday party on Sunday. That should be interesting. I keep forgetting I have drums tomorrow. I have been so wrapped up in school that I didnt play my drums for a week! damn. I need to re-do my room. I have the sudden urge to. Not sure why. I can do it on Friday. I have off if it doesnt snow on Wednesday or Thursday.
It turns out that my Uncle got engaged. He wants the wedding to be somewhere tropical so I might have to spend my vacation in the bahamas. ack. I wanted to go to Canada again. This just sucks. me and sun do not mix.
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[27 Dec 2003|02:09pm] |
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I got up pretty early this morning. about 9. its not that early but its early for me. I wasnt able to go to the show last night. I really wanted to go. but oh well I shall see them again. Today I pretty much cleaned and fixed things. I fixed my floor tom so it works now! I also tuned them all. I cleaned my room. I attempted to do some homework but it didnt work out. I go back to school in about a week and a half. I really need to start studying for exams. Personally I think they should have made exams BEFORE the break. but thats just me. what do I know?i think thats about it.
Bridget! I cant find my cell. Which means I need your number to call you or something. We just cant go too late cause my mom is making me go to an eagles party.
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tonight is the FOB concert. I might not be going. For the lack of money and lack of person to go with. Renee is sick. I feel bad taking her with me. But I really wanna go! I dont know.....Maybe I will go and bring back pics tonight on my new digital camera :D. Anyway. I have to go. bye.
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